Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you


Thank you for all the love you gave baby Shreya. I was expecting gifts and cash. But the love will do, for now :]

The need to talk. This need to talk always gets to you, doesn't it? Today I was walking back from work and I wanted to talk. I was this close to turning around and asking a total stranger to stop and talk to me. I want to do that. Like someone of you would want to free fall into the ocean, I want to talk my heart out to a complete stranger. Someone who doesn't know me and will never know me. Someone who has no scope of judging me by my words. I got no issues. Nothing that is eating me up from inside and all that jazz. And I'm not uncool enough to have love-life-issues. No. Yet, there are so many things I'd like to talk about. So many people. Simply talk. I'm not sure if I'll ever get to doing this, but today it hit me. Why can't I simply stop a total stranger and talk? Wouldn't that be an excellent way of meeting someone who might turn out to be a pack of cookies in a boring lecture? Why?

Would you talk if a person like me came around? Or would you simply panic and run? Do not say a yes only to sound cool.

But I do talk to strangers. Like I saw this girl eating Oreo and I walked up to her and demanded to be given an Oreo. Poor thing, she was a junior. Gave me one. I din't know her. And I guess I'll never meet her again :]

I want to have a huge chocolate cake. All by myself. I am extremely selfish about two things. About food and food. I don't share, I don't care.

As of now I'll go Google out images of cakes and sit and stare at them. Waiting for them to come alive and pop out of the screen. You never know.

Bye.

Title Courtesy: 'Talk' by Coldplay

14 cows believe I'm awesome. Do you?:

bollywoodstylediaries said...

yes..I will talk to u:-)I am used to strangers asking me to help them choose outfits in stores so talking should be waaay easier and then we can go get some coffee+cake!!..how come u have cake cravings and are not going out to get one??if I have to eat chocolate, I HAVE TO EAT IT!!

HaRy!! said...

started loookin at the oreo pics after this!!!

Shreya said...

@bollywoodstylediaries ... it's night and I'm unwell, so theres no chance of chocolate cake and me mating :(

@Hary, do not look at those images. you'll want to chew at your screen :O

Meher....all out to explore..!! said...

The answer to your question,if some stranger stopped me on the street and requested me to listen to him/her..and if I'm in no hurry myself,I definitely would like to give a ear.
do cakes pop out of the screen?if it happens to you,lemme know first.kay?

Shreya said...

cakes don't pop out. But you never know. You must try and stare at one of them. You never know :]

uglyduckling91 said...

YES!
But then I might stutter and pass out. I'm not a good conversationalist :( BUT YES.

The Me. said...

Shit. I have the same kind of urges. Usually at night, when everyones sleeping. Its so strong. I'd do anything for it =o .
And Yes, I'd talk to you, if you start talking about something interesting. =D

nil said...

ey quite a neat blog you have there :)

Nostalgic said...

Yes, I would listen to you.. definitely. I have often felt an urge to talk, esp to strangers, cause they don't know and they'd never know unless my own consent is there, so yeah..
I like how you're beyond obsessed about your food =D

quartertoinsane said...

i'v done that, n dey did dat back to me... its fun most of the times... bt sometimes, i jst regret talking or listening...

...Jitsy... said...

i've dun dat...talked to a complete stranger...poured my heart out to him...too bad, he then turned out to be a new student in my class.....now i have to feel all hot around my cheeks weneva he cums around and as much as i want to run away, i have to talk wid him...formality sake....

n den i taook a resolution...I'M NEVER DOING THAT AGAIN....

Shreya said...

@uglyduckling ... awwwhhhh even i'll pass out, next to you. you and me. we'll both pass out :)

@The Me, considering its us, the talk sure has to be interesting :]

@nostalgic...it is a real good thing to be obsessed with your food. because it is FOOOOOOOOOOOOOD :D

@Nil... thank you :]

@quatertosane ... lucky you :]

@jitsy ... awww! :(

hopelessly flawed said...

i'd talk...i'd listen.

sometimes i look into eyes of strangers on the road...looking for someone with the eyes saying..."okay..lets talk"...but nobody gets it....they mostly get confused trying to figure out where they have seen me before or start contemplating the reasons why i looked at them...most of them think somethings wrong with the way they look and start checking their hair...i hate it that its not that simple anymore...everybody talks and listens to kids,kids talk to other kids even when they dont know each other...why does it have to be so different when we grow up.

p.s:don't ever stop writing.

Sonshu said...

I find talking to strangers so weirrrd! but its fun at times unless they're too creepy!! :D

P.S: i noticed we have the same welcome thing! :P lol. the sheep!